Thursday, September 19, 2013

Everytime I make a decision to move forward,
my new decision causes me to think back a alot,
like a whole lot.
And now I'm stuck here again,
in this aching heart.
When can I ever, please, learn to let go?

I hate this pain that I always let myself inflict upon myself.
I hate over thinking, which I can't help.
I hate meeting new people
and then I let them into my life and they decide
it's fine to just walk out of it
when I don't want them to.
I hate being in this broken state.

Tomorrow, I'm dreading tomorrow.
Gum op.

At least today was good until Charleen left,
I'll blog about today, say,
tomorrow or sometime soon. :)

May things get better, please?
Pretty, pretty please.

P.S. Thank you, for loving me. 

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