ugh.. feel like giving up.
so i panicked during my paper, it was just one module and i had one job
but nope, panicked and screwed it up really badly. and i failed.
2 more months of this? :/

i'm becoming really detached with the world, with people.
and i'm pretty sure it's doing me a lot of good stuff
but not very sure if it's exactly good.
am i losing it..?
is this the stage where i'm suppose to rebel but i'm too lazy to,
that's why it got to this? probably. hahaha pffffffft