beginning to really hate september,
fucking haze and weather
and every other thing.
falling sick and feeling really uncomfortable internally
isn't helping at all.
or my face being in a really bad condition now.
if I remember correctly, years ago, I met someone
and September was something to us.
I'm beginning to think septembers are really bad for me.

I should go sign up for some yoga to fucking calm down.
ugh.

on a side note, I never thought of this
since it's dangerous and I have small balls (no guts),
I thought of getting a scooter and HOW CONVENIENT IT WOULD BE
oh my god why did I never think of that?
but I don't dare to even take up driving,
so getting a bike liscence? ahahahahhaa