Ginny

One of the first few people i told my most scarred secrets to.

So we met at Fossil, we were working part time

and i am so glad that that day,

while i was walking around looking for a job with a friend,

we unwillingly, without any hope, stepped in and asked if they were hiring.

We got the job but were placed in different outlets

so the outlet i was working at,

Ginny was there :)

(sending lots of love to Vivian and Ella too hahaha)

For the first time ever,

she was the only person i knew who was "broken".

Just something we had some similarities in and

that sort of saved me a lot.

I didn't think i was alone anymore,

like alone and all lonely in this

with everybody around at the same time.

Then everything went on from there,

Vivian was around till she went back to China,

but here's to us still being here today <3

Pictures of today,

from my phone and then her phone! :D

While waiting to meet her.

Had dinner at 18chefs

And then to TWG for some dessert!

I guess we were being somewhat a nuisance there hahaha

nothing atas/high class like.

apparently it was "my birthday" so we took pictures.

$7 holy distilled water. 

we decided to finish the whole thing

because it's holy water.

i have fucking odd hand postures,

i never know where to put my hands.

Today was fun!

I hope you marry your boyfriend soon

so that i can attend a wedding

in a pretty dress

and have a 8 course meal

and try not to look fucking fat after.

HAHAHAHA

(i owe you a buffet)

I love you :)

<3

Today

Was a terrible day.

But then i hit my limit and everything was fine again,

it's like a restart button.

Couldn't give a shit anymore 

(for a few hours lol)

After school went to collect my watchy watchy.

The batt died long ago some time last year

and i was just too lazy

but i somehow decided it was time to get it fixed

last week

and they put back one of the mini needles for free :D

 Since the service center was just beside SAM

and there was free entry and i needed some alone peaceful time

i thought why not

 they really have a lot of creepy corners

and i'm not sure why,

the first floor feels especially depressing.

 this caught my attention and got me really curious

they also had this "put your own title" thing

and i really wanted to put a title for this

so....

yep. with my fugly (unchangeable) handwriting.

And then here are some (or rather a lot) pictures

of Fairy yesterday!

Don't mind her looking dirty and all,

i was trying to clean her eyes because she has terrible tear stains

and she needed a haircut.

Best thing when you're home is

when your dog climbs up onto your lap

and decides to lay down and stay there :)

TADAAAAA!!! 

her after her shower and her haircut.

by me.

hahaha can't really tell but since i only trimmed her head's fur

her head now looks tiny compared to her body.

So therapeutic cutting her fur and grooming her.

but then she's not that cooperative and there were a lot of

angry talk in between like "Fairy!! naughty girl!!!!" hahaha

Well, it got back to being bad night now but we'll make it good.

I will.

Goodnight!

I can never make things better,

I can only make them worse.

What's wrong with me?